My aunty has replied and hasn’t judged me. I can’t beleive I doubted her. She is the reason I’m still here and I’m so grateful for her help.
Guys I’m really scared.
My aunty is my go to person but when I took pills the other night I was talking to her and I’m really scared she’ll tell my mum or dad. They wouldn’t understand. They always talk about how people who are depressed are attention seeking. My anxiety is through the roof and I just want to die.
I want to go to college but I also don’t want to have weekly anxiety attacks
Well I sit in my room wanting to die. I grab some water and start downing any pills I can find. I fall asleep. I wake up 1 hour later and start vomiting this continues for two days and I sleep. 12 hours sleep vomit. Repeat. My parents think I have gastro and I’m too scared to tell them otherwise
I have felt the same thing worsen me. Take my happiness, and just ruin my soul. Every night I’ve cried for death but tonight he answers. Hopefully the pain will go away.
wouldnt it be cool to just like not feel nervous about everything all the time